miss this memory ;(

for the first time i met u

i'd fall in love with u 

i like u at first then i start to love you

and now i still love you

it's just take a few second to love someone eventhough it's very difficult to find someone that we love

um but to forget the love may take very a long time

and this is the proof that i can't forget him at all

hmm then for the second time i met u we still don't start to know each other

just when??

don't know

umm can't remember but after that we start msg and then i lost my nset

we're lost contact but i still contact u used my moms'

then u lost ur nset then i'm not wishing u for ur birthday

29 april hahah i'll never forget it

umm then start we're not contact

then sue asked ewan ur phone num and i've it

i start to contact u

at first u not believe it

then we're close

we're start couple at 29 july

hmm but u're busy 

don't know why

u're not replying my msg

i knew it's my fault because i got krok with junai and megat on the second day we're couple

arg so stupid!

then he very angry 

then i went home with andak by motor

argh of course la

he wanted to send me

wanna hope u?

argh! u better sleep than took me home right?

at least i told u

hmm wtv

after that we're getting far

hmm he said he loved me but?

he didn't care at me at all

not call or even msg

argh so kusut my brain!

then i told mia to msg him

and he replied it

i really angry but he's called me and ask who is mia

and i said don't know

he a bit angry

umm then they're getting close

msg call even at late night

3 in the morning?

argh i really really sad on these

mia told me

hmm then lastly we're broke up on 19 sept

argh i'm so sad!!!

hmm i asked for that

i can't stand it

he said maybe it's better if we're clash

then he said what ea

don't remember

hmm but on 6 sept we're dating but just a second

hmm i krok with sue

i called him

he said wanna join us but didn't come

hmm i said let have dinner

it's month fasting

umm then he sent me back

for the last time we're dating and met

argh! umm and i knew for months ago

he' couple with leeza

kl people

umm his taste mybe

hot sexy free hair

argh !

i'm not like this person

i wore tudung not hot n sexy

huh wtv! i knew they're couple on the date we're clash

how come?

mybe he never love me at all

i only ' syok sndri '

huh that day when he broke up with leeza

he's contacted me

he said when we wanted to krok?

argh! sialan btul!

so i checked on his fb that they'd broke up

huh ' bru na crik aq '

useless man!

umm we're planned to krok

but many times cncel

argh

and now we're lost contact again after i got my result

huh don't know why

mybe he angry to me for broken a promise

but u deserved it!

u know why?

u really hurt my heart!

i hate u very! but i can't!

i force myself to hate u n forget u but i really really can't do it!

huh um now we're never met even at school

that day he never looked at me at all

mybe he hated me!

don't hope so

wtv! arg i want to sleep

i always think that we're not meant to be

but??

hmpeh!

oke gudnyte!